Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Always with us.........Jesus

You let me know that You were there.   You never forced Yourself on me, but I always knew that You were there.   Time after time I made bad choices that I just knew would be a deal breaker for You, but no....You were still there.

You were patient,  You knew all along the plans You had for me.

I remember being so down on myself, and so afraid of You, that I was sure You would take my baby from me for all the hidious things I had done over the years.  Punish me for blasphemous words toward You, turning away from You.  Nights I would stay awake afraid that my sins would kill my own flesh and blood.

See, I believed what the enemy wanted me to believe.  So many bad things and bad choices lead me down that broken road, and I thought I would be punished.   But NO......I wasn't punished.   I was SAVED.  When I cried out to You Jesus You saved me.  You cleansed me, You forgave me, and You made me new.

You knew me before, and You know me now.  Forever Yours.

Monday, October 6, 2014

You Jesus

You let me know that You were there.   You never forced Yourself on me, but I always knew that You were there.   Time after time I made bad choices that I just knew would be a deal breaker for You, but no....You were still there.  

You were patient,  You knew all along the plans You had for me.  

I remember being so down on myself, and so afraid of You, that I was sure You would take my baby from me for all the hidious things I had done over the years.  Punish me for blasphemous words toward You, turning away from You.  Nights I would stay awake afraid that my sins would kill my own flesh and blood.  

See, I believed what the enemy wanted me to believe.  So many bad things and bad choices lead me down that broken road, and I thought I would be punished.   But NO......I wasn't punished.   I was SAVED.  When I cried out to You Jesus You saved me.  You cleansed me, You forgave me, and You made me new.

You knew me before, and You know me now.  Forever Yours.